Better days

I am writing this because I stumbled upon my ex housemate's facebook profile. Yes, flooded with memories of those days. In which now, I regretted deeply. I never knew what I had. I was far too young to know how to appreciate things and people in life. At this point right now, I am screaming out loud inside. Please, step in to my time machine and let me show you my better days.

*plays Justin Bieber Pray* JK!

I was studying in SEGi college. Had a bunch of friends that i can talk, laugh and most importantly cry to. Partied occasionally which plain ol fun of dancing, laughter, smokes and such. Not bad grades and I actually cared bout my studies. Yea, don't laugh! Back then, staying up late was only for studies and boyfriend, only occasionally for  parties. Few good buddies although thru time and better understanding we grew apart. One person that I never really grew apart but closer was Christianne.She's from India. We did almost everything together. Laughed a lot like seriously. Well, there's fights too. Girl, you owe me one when I let you bunk in my room when your room is under "renovation". She's quite understanding too when I have my bf over. *shy* Oh, we also pierced our nose together and screamed out loud when we try to change the stud. heheh... Sadly, we did grew apart. She had to move back to India cz she's done with her diploma and I transferred to Inti College. Well, Segi is a small, simple college back then and I sorta regretted moving to Inti. (you Inti friends don't get offended. I love ya'll the same) Lets put it this way, people always says small town is a good place to bring a kid up kinda saying? Yeah, that's Segi. I hope you get the drift.

Let's go back to the better days before I get drifted to the dark days. Back then, I partied occasionally. Threw house parties that I am sure most of my friends laughed their ass off. Literally. We did really weird, silly, and crazy things. Plain ol fun and laughter. Everyone is so spontaneous with no agenda. And the party is really simple. No music or fancy clothing. Just booze and awesome company. We could play games till morning. Yeah.. crazy.

I believe I have mention 10 times if not 20 in other post and twitter that I dated the nicest guy in town. Well back then lah, now I don't know. I'm not gonna say the nice or nasty thing. I realize I will never find someone like him. Either better or worst. Well, I've met some worst guy (or have I not? fml) so I hope I'll meet some better in the future. All these while, I try to so called let him go cz I tot I still miss him. fml again. No, I don't. Don't blame me but he set the benchmark really high. No, he's not a hopeless romantic nor a heir of a wealth family. He don't know anything bout being romantic or did he ever bought me fancy gifts but everything that he did was from the bottom of his heart. Nothing beats that. Oh shit, I'm talking bout him again. No, I'm not a psychopath but hey, I'm talking bout those days and I can't help but flooded with memories, right?

Anyway, those days I was so contented and yet I don't see it? How does that make sense? Whatever. I don't own a car. I have to walk 10 minutes to college. Occasionally gets car ride from my friends.(thanks) The easiest access to the mall without help for groceries and basic necessities was Summit. There's grunts and complains here and there but I never exactly wished to have a better life. By the time I was done writing all this, I realized all this is gone. Long time. I have been living in the past. Don't really know what that means but that's how I feel.

Now, I wanna continue talk bout how I feel bout present. BUT, maybe next time. This post is long enough.

Escape goat tak jadi

A client called and made a complain regarding some defected wooden pallets. Supposedly, my dad is the one who goes and settle problem like this. But today, he pushed me out! with the excuse that he's in Seremban.

I kindly obliged. But deep down inside me, I was like "omg omg omg!! die la.. sure kena shoot from client d. T_T!!" And finally, I kamikaze and went!

Guess what? The client arrogantly threw a photo of a defected pallet on the table and expect me to explain. I took a glance and in no time, I said " Sorry Sir, I don't think this is our product. Our pallet do not spray paint a 'T'. Instead, it's numbered."

Not satisfied with my answer, he insisted that is ours and said every pallet is sprayed that way. Geeezz!!! Just to prove to him that is not our pallet, I asked him if he has this pallet in the store with him now? No, apparently the pallets is exported to some foreign country already. Again, I suggested that we take a walk to his store and I will be able to point out which is our product. He kept quiet. lol..

And to add more to seriousness of the problem, he said our pallets has pest. omg wei. All say no prove. Ask him to show me, say all exported already. When give me the photo, not our pallet. What is this?! You screw up and kena from ur boss, don't pick us to operate can?

Result:

Instantfi 1: 0 Client

Guilty as charged

I know as a blogger, I have failed max! This is only the second post for this month. But I must say, I have been reaaalllyy busy..... If you remember that the Cop was on leave for a week! So practically, I have been given the power to rule the kingdom as I wish! nyeh nyeh... It was quite fun to actually play as the King for a day but slowly I realize it's actually no fun! There's so much to take care of and the cell phone just wont stop ringing.

But thank God, at least after work, there's someone to keep me company. =) After that one week of freedom, I'm back to hell. The real King is back to rule. T_T

Worst is, I was reminded that I have to go for a training sponsored by the SME Corp. Oh well, if the Gov wants to give you some money, they will first torture you. By sending you for training that falls on a Friday and Saturday.

Looking at the photo makes me sleepy already. At least, that is the first impression. As it goes, I find it quite interesting! I kinda love it. Call me sick for loving Finance Management. haha.  The training on Sat actually ends 5pm sharp! So, there I go, taking my own sweet time driving to KLCC to meet BGBK for dinner. Yummylicious food, people watching and funny laughs is deffos a good way to end the day. =)

Proceeding to Sunday where I lazed myself to the max! Had breakfast while marathon-ing Gossip Girl season  4 ♥.  And took a #napwithmusicplayinginthebackground that ended up to be a sleep! And was awaken by the loud knocking on my door. humph... Woke up and got ready for Alvin & Coco's wedding dinner.

 It is deffos a beautiful wedding. ♥ They made their grand entrance with bubbles floating around them and paper crackers popped in the air with colourful papers floating everywhere. Very creative I must say. :)

And, yes, that roughly summarized why the whole time I have been missing in action. A lot of things has been going on and I wouldn't say it's all bad or all good. =) Although all this explanation, it still does not gives me a reason to neglect my blog. Here I am owning up for not able to commit properly. So, stop throwing rotten veg! haha.

I promise that I will update for this weekend's. Why? Cz it's moi's birthday on the Friday and on the Saturday, it's the H-Artistry Event. =) All the reason to drink up, no?

Cheers to great weekend ahead!

Dead palm tree

Yes! My factory got hit by a dead palm again! This is the third time. Even for a life time, I think this is a lil tooo often!

The stupid owner of that stupid piece of estate didn't bother and this is what happen.

No, the red splattered is paint. Nobody died.

Damages on our equipment, fence, strained the overhead electric wires and almost causes an heart attack! I swear when I heard that loud thump, I thought it's the end of the world...

ok ok.. maybe I exaggerated, but that's not the point!

The mess that we gotta clean?  Ok ok... not me doing the cleaning but, that is still not the point!

Reported to TNB and I assume everyone knows how efficient they are. God knows how long is it gonna take for them to fix the overhead wires.

We gotta chainsaw that dead mutha effer to even start cleaning or repairing the fence or even do anything!

And that is still not the point!

The point is the idiotic owner caused us unnecessary trouble, 3TIMES! o0o

Opposite

Do grass really look greener from the other side? Apparently it does.


 I still remember the days where I use to be in a relationship, all I ever wish for is to be single and happy! It's not that I'm not happy to be in the relationship. *ahem* It's just that whatever they are doing seems more fun. 

And now, I have stayed out of relationships for (X) months. Well, I must say the first few months was awesome. I party like there's no tomorrow and lived life with no boundaries.


 And I deffos thought that being single isn't that bad after all. And now, all I see is happy couples. No, I don't wish to be in a relationship yet. It may sound contradicting but that's how I feel! Hmph.. I don't know how to explain this. 

But I guess it's human nature. We always crave for something that we don't have or already lost. I guess the solution is very simple.


 Be contented! So easy rite? Two words simple words and that's it? What is the true meaning behind this words? Do we really understand the definition behind it? Can we actually do it?

Here's something to ponder: 

We cannot be contented because we are happy, 

and we cannot be happy because we are contented. 

-Walter Savage Landor

I can't feel

my nerves or bones cz I'm extremely tired. If only tired could describe how i feel now.

The past 2 weeks has been an roller coaster ride. It may not be the most memorable one, but I'm sure
I wont forget this.

Last week, my dad was diagnosed with cataract and glaucoma. I was completely devastated as glaucoma is an irreversible blindness. After a couple of days crying and emo-ing, I was all better.

I headed to Port Dickson with friends on wednesday , partly cz two of them is leaving to the States this month, and also to destress.

Came back on Thursday(yesterday), feeling a lot more better and ready for more battles coming my way as my dad will be having his first cataract surgery on tuesday and work and so forth.

As the usual greedy me, I decided to carry on the enjoyment a little longer by going to watch Salt after I reached KL.

After the movie ended and dropped my friends, my dad told me, my eldest brother is in the hospital due to high blood pressure. 200+ if I'm not mistaken. Rushed there to find he was stable.

Went home to bring his necessities and reached home bout 11+ and slept at 12 and woke up at 7. Went to the office for a bit and head to the hospital and accompanied my brother.

Reached home bout 9.30pm, and now, here I am, typing this. Tomorrow gotta be earlier! Gah... I'm so tired.
No, I'm not complaining. This is probably the best things I could have done.

Tonight, i asked myself, If this is your last, are you proud of yourself?
My answer would be yes. Eventhough I hasn't been the best daughter or sister or friend but I know, I did the best I could, and that's what that counts.

If you're reading this and wondering why all this mishaps happen to me, and probably thinking that I might have done lotsa bad stuff and all this's karma, I want to let you know what do I think of these incidents.

This is probably an opportunity from God, for me to learn that, besides relationship and friends and parties, people I should cared the most is my family. Also to forget about S and be stronger, way stronger..

Geeez... I can't keep my eyes open already. Going to pig.. and probably go on a hiatus for at least four or five days.

P/S: My phone is sent to SG for autopsy so no twitter updates or fb-ing for another 3 weeks. I should be screaming "FML!!!" right now. But no, I won't. I'm learning to accept things as they are.

Nights people. xoxo