We've been friends for 7 years. His best friend dated my then best friend. Partied, dinner and etc non productive activities. Probably have some photos but too damn lazy to go through the files. :P

We never exactly saw each other the way we would. Until a couple of months ago, fate *ahem* brought us along. We ate, we drank and most importantly, we talked. The way we never did before. We got to know each other, better. Ever since, we are inseparable. Not literally of course. We try to hang out as much as we could when I'm back and we whatsapp every single day and video chat almost every other night.



Today I woke up, feeling extremely weird. Cz I'd be whatsapping him with no replies. A one sided conversation cz he's out at the sea. No he's not a fisherman. Haha. He's out diving. And yes, there's no signal out there. :(

I realize this is the first time we did not chat since we got this close and yeah, I kinda missed him. Badly.

I never believed in long distances relationship and I think it's bullshit. But suddenly LDR doesn't sound so bad. Come back to civilization quick my dear, otherwise your whatsapp and Facebook messages is gonna explode.

Okay okay.. I sound so dramatic. He'll be back by Sunday. So hopefully all would be good by then.

*dear clock, tick faster please?*

Two weeks of celebration

So I have been on a almost 2 weeks leave and went back to KL. It was one of the best leave I've had. Spent time with family and had a simple birthday celebration in Cameron Highlands. Met up with a couple of old friends and catch up on life. Which I am really glad I did.

I'm back in Singapore a day earlier before my leave ends. When I got in the cab, on my way home, I felt everything is so foreign. Like I didn't belong here, like I'm all alone. Then, I remembered a friend told me that he admired my courage to move to another country and work. He wouldn't have done it. That was when it struck me, I'm scared! I'm all alone in a foreign country. What if I got in to a car accident, or got mugged or something like that? Who would be there for me?

This morning when I woke up, I felt even worst. The feelings from last night multiplied by 10 or something. It's like head first down a seven story building would make me feel better. Friends told me, it could just be the post-effect of going on leave for too long. True? Idk. As of now, I choose anything in the world than to be and feel like this.

The last thing I want to be is a burden to my friends. That they have to constantly talk to me cz I'm depressed. That they feel obligated to talk to me even if they said they don't feel so. I absolutely don't know what to do. Is this a mid twenties crisis? Is there such a thing? I hope it's not. I'm counting down another 20 days till I'm back home. =/

Tangle Teezer

I'm those who fancies online shopping. No idea why but it just gives me the thrill of browsing without getting tired. In short, I'm lazy. But the other day I wasn't looking for anything particular and I saw it in my newsfeed in Facebook. Never heard about it before and was extremely skeptical on how it would work but I got it anyway, and it's a hairbrush. 

Having long hair is really a pain in the ass sometimes. It can get really tangled after washing and we know combing it while it's wet damages the hair. When combing it dry, really hurts like hell. Anyway, given it's price, it's rather costly but I'm those type that would invest and look for the best product. It arrives after 1 week, which I totally forgot that I bought it. haha...  

Here is how it looks in the box.  Hot pink, my color! :D

Apparently the inventor Shaun P is a color technician in London salons and was inspired to create Tangle Teezer when he sees freshly and fragile colored hair being hacked with a comb. God bless his soul. Seriously. When I first open up the box, I actually thought is this a joke or what? 

The shape is odd but when I hold it to brush my hair, I understands why. It fits perfectly in to my palm with no sign of slipping at all and is extremely comfortable.

The bristles looks so ordinary yet it is granted a patent for it's "teeth". To me, it actually look like those cheap brush you buy in the night market for 2 dollars. Lol... 

Then comes the moment I try it and O.M.G.. holly molly.. this feels so good! For once I can brush my hair from the scalp to the ends without stopping due to the tangles. I also purposely find some tangled areas to comb and it untangles them without hurting. Good shit or what?

From a odd and cheap looking hairbrush, I actually think it's a great invention! haha.. I might sang the  praises too much but that's just what I think and good things must be shared!! :D