Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Away from home

The truth about me being in Singapore? I'm depressed!! I missed home, my life! What can I complain about? I joined an industry where you have no life, no friends but flying. It is so bad that I can't even tell anyone my sadness. Sure, I have my <3 but it seems like he doesn't gets it. I don't even know what to do!

My first supernumerary flight is tomorrow and I already feel like really dreadful. I miss home! I miss having someone who loves you to ask you genuinely are you ok? I'm feeling lonely all the time. Not that kinda lonely your thinking but the kind where you are being loved around. I believe a person who laugh the loudest are the loneliest person. That's because I'm trying to cover my sadness. Among my batch mates, I seem to be so happy all the time. Does anyone know I'm aching silently? That I'm dying slowly inside? I don't know who I am anymore nor do I know what's my identity.

I want to matter like how I takes people I love so seriously!! I'm missing home really badly. I'm losing sleep and never in my life I'd take coffee except once and that was almost two years ago! I drank coffee today. Black. I find myself losing concentration, bit by bit.

I just want someone to hug me so tight like I'm the most precious thing and nothing else in this world matters and tell me everything is going to be alright. 

Sunday, December 25, 2011

X'mas in Singapore

Merry X'mas folks!! Hope you had a bunch of good times with turkey, ham, sausages and most importantly family and friends! I certainly did, although not exactly during Christmas, but last week. Daddy and my brother came to visit me!! So happy I can cry. haha..

All this time, I know he is getting older everyday, but what I didn't know is he has aged so much. So fast that I am suddenly afraid that I can't catch up with him. Ohh... How I miss him!! *tears*
Christmas has yet to end but in my mind, I can't stop thinking bout going home during Chinese New Year!! It's less than a month's time and trust me, I'm counting my days.

Here, I must also thank my  bringing them around. It was a short trip, in fact too short. They arrived just nice for lunch. Right after lunch, we showed my dad the place I'm staying then and to Universal Studios for a walk. Immediately dinner in Chilis. Then shopping. The end. Next day, they went back as I've got to work and I'm not allowed to take leave. Short and sweet .

Have and awesome time during this festive season peeps! Till then. xo

Monday, December 19, 2011

Essentials to survive in Singapore

So I moved to Singapore for close to 2 months in a few days time. What I really learn or realize is that every single soul that plans to live in Singapore needs to have 3 most important items. With this 3 important items, you can go places!

So, item #1.......

Yes, umbrella. Preferably pink. Why? Because in Singapore, the weather can be worst than a woman having menopause. Why again u ask? It has been raining non-stop for 3 days in a row! At first, it's kinda nice cz it's cooling and whatsnot but once it continues non-stop, it's kinda annoying/digusting/frustrating/etc. Every time you step outta the house, you get wet! Not fun!

Moving on, item #2.....

EZ Link card. I'm sure everyone has an ez link card. Seriously, who doesn't right? For the benefit of those who don't know, ez link is a card where you can travel by bus or train without the trouble of carrying loads of coins. I wouldn't suggest train for now though. The MRT has been breaking down on a regular basis recently. haha..  Anyway, I adopted the kiasu-ness and got myself two ez link!! Well, it's so that in case I didn't have enough value on one, I have the other. =)

Last but not least, item #3....

Yes, that's an iPhone 4/4S, whatever. No difference to me. In my case, my 3gs works perfectly fine for me, so I don't see a reason for you green-eyed monster out there to have an excuse to change your phone. Wait for iPhone 5 I say! haha. Anyway, with an iPhone apps where you can use your current location and find out which bus or train you need to take. Best of all, you can also check what time the bus/trains arrives. You'll also realize the music helps you kill time, lots of it.

There you go, all the items that I think I won't be able to survive without while go around in Singapore.  Although, I would like to add an item #4.

Do keep in mind that with item #4, you can screw item #1,2,and 3 if you want. But item #3 is really important so forget it and screw item #1,#2.

What's that you ask???

Loads of cash like you just robbed a bank. Anywhere I go, I'd have a limousine with me. haha..  And if limo ain't grand enough for you, maybe a helicopter then, since Singapore is so congested. I will also then ask you to refer to item #1. Not to prevent you from getting wet, but the weather. Go figure!

That's it folks,

Till then. xoxo

Disclaimer: The items #1,#2,#3 is only useful if you have some of the cash like #4, then you can get all three(3) items.