Monday, September 19, 2011

Brain dead

What do I say now? I have been going for interviews in SG since May. I finally got thru! It's a job that I really love to do but not the company that I want. What should I do? The company that I want is throwing another interview next month. Unfortunately I can't hold the current offer till then. I'm very reluctant to take the offer cz it doesn't seem very attractive. Well, truth is, I am suppose to see the contract this Wednesday but I already have a rough idea how it would be. I think there will be a high chance I will reject them. I wanna rejoice cz I finally got it and I don't have to do LDR. But it doesnt work if the new problem is finance rite? I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I don't know what I'm doing any more.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


The problem with me is I complains, a lot! I think I can probably pass as a Singaporean at the rate of me complaining bout things. Well, I think it has something to do with who you hangs out with. :P

I think I'm kinda seeing someone but there's a distance problem. We are really trying to make things work. The thought of it makes me feels all warm n fuzzy although sometimes I feel like giving up. And it drives him to frustration. But one thing I must give it to him is, he calls me every, I repeat every night. No matter how tired he is or whatsoever. I guess it's to make sure we don't feel like strangers when we see each other each time.
And it drives me nuts when he's falling asleep and yet still don't want to hang up. Quite cute actually. He's sensitive with a pinch of jealousy and probably an ego size of _______ (yet to find out).
We try to be adventurous, two weeks ago, half hour before I off work, we were on the phone. And later on, he decided to fly me over for the weekend. Very movie-alike. Lol..
But obviously it's not gonna be him contributing all the time otherwise it would be really taxing on him, so I did flew over the following week.

We finally had our first argument after 3 weeks! It's only 3 weeks ffs! I would think the reason we argued is really stupid but we started with a distance and we did not had a chance to get to know each other like every other couple did. I am trying very hard but it doesn't seem enough. At the rate of how soon we already argued, you can do the math yourself. I know I will regret what I says now because I find myself cares too much for him. For that, I'm gonna call myself, stupid. Do you agree?

Monday, September 12, 2011

Love, me

Forgive the ugly link, I'm blogging from my phone. I'm quite confused myself. Not about the blogger app that I'm using but something personal. The link is a song I can't stop replaying. Love it lots but somehow find it painful to listen to when you're missing someone.