Eyelash

is one thing I love and hate. I want long luscious lashes and for that, I need to put loads of mascara. Not to mention the smudges and they can be expensive too! For me the problem is when you're removing them. I have to keep rubbing them till my eyelids red just to make sure they're clean. I'm sure we girls practically share the same pain.

Thanks to all forms of influence, I decided to go for eyelash extensions. I actually think it's the greatest invention ever! haha. I actually did it once when I was 16, not too sure. Yes, vain started early! MomFi said the first time I said I wanted to diet when I was 5. Can you believe it? Me neither cz it's either I have very bad determination or it's just fate for me to stay this way.

I started to do some research on eyelash extensions and making phone calls. Guess what? I called 13 outlets with no luck. THIRTEEN! All of them is either they don't provide the service anymore or they don't even have that service. wtf? Then please freaking remove it from your website la fuck! *deep breath* Anyway, the 14th outlet, which is Amante Taipan. Thank Lord they have it! :D

Less talk, lets look at my eyelash before the extensions. Please ignore the stye cz this is the only photo that I can find.

Urrmm... You understand my pain now? My original eyelash looks so sad. haha.

The alternative is always the fake eyelashes.

But does anyone knows how torturing to wear them? The glue, the precision to put them on, oh God! Who needs them when we can have eyelash extensions!

No make up at all! Long luscious lashes! Best part is, I don't need bother bout my lashes any more! Throw all the mascara in to the dustbin. haha. I probably need to touch up the fallen lashes once every 2 months or so. Still love it max! Totally recommend it! 

To cheese or not to cheese?

Yesterday as usual, I went to gym but once I step foot in to the mall, I started to crave for cheese cake. The thought of it really drives me nuts! Kept thinking cheese cake while I was exercising. @_@ In the end, I was weighing the pros and cons of having just a slice of it.

I even tweeted about it.

The response was pure evil! They encouraged me. In the end, what I had for dinner was actually sushi!

Not very healthy cz of the rice, I know! But but but, you need a lil bit of carbs you know? Well, at least that's what I tell myself. XD

And obviously it didn't stop here. There's dessert! 

Yes! One full slice of sinful cheese cake. *slurps* (stare at your own risk)

Anyway, with just one damn cheese cake, I actually thought long and thorough. haha. I worked out everyday (except weekend) I guess I deserve to pamper myself right? Besides, being happy is the most important thing. Why be skinny and miserable? No, it doesn't mean skinny people are miserable but you get the flow. Imma work out and eat but not away. Be comfortable in my own skin and yet perpetuate. What rubbish?! I'm saying this to make myself feel better after that slice of cake. I wanna be thinner! But who knows someday I'll actually be comfortable with myself. :)

P/S: All the above does not apply to obese people. 

Do you believe?

Things have taken a turn and what can I say? Seems like too good to be true. Yes, that's exactly how I feel. After all that has happen, insecurity is all I can say. What if history repeat itself? What if it's all empty talk? Trust is something need to be gained and especially harder if it was once lost. Like I said, every single time, I'm able to forgive even after I said this will be the last. Yes, I'm gonna give it a go with a promise to myself. IF problem persists, get the fuck out! If you are reading this, please don't disappoint me or I swear I will cut you. LOL.JK.

On the side note, as I was driving today, an idiot crossed the road so I slowed down but she got panic halfway and ran to my direction. As fast as I can break, I already heard some bone cracking sound! Stopped completely and the thought of blood splashed everywhere, omg!! To my miracle, the idiot got up and ran away. My heart almost stopped at the moment but since she's fine, I left. Oh yea, I think I forgot to mention, she's a dog.